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Editor’s Note: U.S. Army Captain Sam Brown and his family are active members of Calvary Chapel Reno-Sparks, NV, where he shared his personal testimony. This is not an endorsement of any political candidate as Sam is running for the U.S. Senate seat to represent Nevada. But since Sam has been in the news, many are wondering how Sam sustained his very visible injuries. He later founded a company serving veterans. Below is Sam’s story.

On September 4th, 2008, a bomb set by the Taliban detonated under my armored vehicle. I found myself burning alive for nearly a minute. It should have been the end of my life. Instead, it was the beginning.

I should not have survived the explosion in Afghanistan. The fact that I am alive is a testament to the purpose I still have—to serve others.

Post 9/11 at West Point

In my small hometown in Arkansas, they take the measure of a man by asking what he stands for—even what he’d die for. The 9/11 terrorist attacks only reinforced my resolve to serve, even if that meant I might die for my country.

Being a student at West Point while we had troops in combat meant a heightened sense of purpose. We were the first class since Vietnam to enter West Point during wartime—all the military training was to prepare us to lead troops in combat.

Four years later, I was commissioned as an Infantry officer. Leading troops in combat would no longer be a hypothetical exercise. After completing training at the Infantry School in Fort Benning, GA, I was assigned to the 3rd Brigade, 1st Infantry Division at Fort Hood, TX, as a brand-new Airborne- and Ranger-qualified leader of troops. The journey to my goal had taken six years. I was ready.

I deployed to Kandahar, Afghanistan, in 2008.

September 4, 2008

In 2008, Taliban insurgents shelled us one night with rocket fire, using a small village as a shield. We didn’t engage. In the morning, the Taliban fled, and we were met by the Afghan villagers thankful for our overwatch and dispersing the Taliban. My prayers are with all crying out for freedom.

September 4, 2024, was the 16th anniversary of my Alive Day, the day I celebrate the anniversary of my defining near-death experience.

Our mission was rooted in nation-building. Our orders were to provide security for a convoy transporting turbines to a dam on the Helmand River. I informed leadership of security concerns over aspects of the mission, but my misgivings were not heeded. We would do our duty and conduct the mission, as ordered. On the way out, the platoon of a fellow West Point classmate was ambushed. My own platoon was the closest friendly force, so we moved toward the battle to help provide support to those soldiers. Just as we entered the engagement area, everything went silent. I felt my body sink into my seat. I saw a bright, brilliant flash of orange. It filled the vehicle, and I knew that we had hit a roadside bomb.

My first response was to throw my arms in the air and scream, “Jesus, save me!” I remember thinking: How long is it going to take to burn to death? The bomb exploded under the fuel tank of my vehicle, leaving me soaked in diesel and engulfed in flames. I dropped to the ground, screaming for help, but I found no relief from the pain. How long does it take to burn to death? What is the transition from this life to the next going to be like? I wondered.

In my complete isolation, I gave up the will to live. But then I heard a voice: “Sir, I’ve got you!”

Despite being wounded himself, my vehicle’s gunner braved the bullets and extinguished the flames from my body. His words and selflessness reignited hope within my soul. God had heard my cry for help and provided aid through my brave soldier’s actions.

In mere minutes, I went from complete despair to total faith. I realized I was going to get off that battlefield, and I knew there was life ahead. This day became an Alive Day in both a physical and spiritual sense for me—Praise God!

My wounds required me to be medically evacuated to the Department of Defense Burn Unit at Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio, TX. I knew that I would need time to recover and rehabilitate, but I couldn’t accept the fate assigned to me by my doctors. I truly thought I would be bandaged and join my soldiers again. But the doctors made it clear: My military career was over. I felt like a leader without anyone to lead and a servant without anyone to serve.

A Spiritual Transformation

However, a spiritual transformation came through these physical trials.

Throughout my childhood, my family had attended church, and I had practiced the faith of my parents. But I did not find or accept the reality of true belief in God. I was young and thought I was invincible. Up until the explosion, I lived a very self-focused life. I did everything with a focus on bettering myself.

I wanted to follow in my father’s footsteps and serve, even if that meant I might die for my country. My pride changed to humility as I was reduced physically, disfigured and scarred, and confined to a bed unable to bathe or feed myself.

My mother met me in San Antonio and became my constant caretaker, an “angel” by my side. She found strength for both of us by reading the Bible. I found a life-changing, foundational passage in Romans 5:3-5 (ESV): Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.

I was captivated and challenged by this verse. Why would it instruct me to find joy in suffering? I was left with a choice in my suffering: to be joyful in those circumstances, trusting that it would result in more endurance, better character, and a strong hope in redemption from a God who loves me—or to become bitter and angry. Our suffering is an opportunity to have a testimony that opens doors to ministering to others in ways we never could have imagined.

Life & Love from the Ashes

I had another “angel” with me as I went through the early phases of my recovery. U.S. Army First Lieutenant Amy Larsen worked in the Burn Unit ICU as a critical care dietitian, and she was there with me through the challenges and triumphs of my recovery.

I had no way of knowing that it was the joy I chose to find and apply to my days that would be the key to her seeing past my scars. I can’t explain love, but I know we arrived at a place of trust together and, in less than a year, committed ourselves to one another as husband and wife. Amy taught me to see through the scars to the true potential within us all. These revelations impressed upon me a new life mission statement: The life I live is not my own.

I’m neither a victim nor a hero in my own life story. I believe that I was simply doing my duty to serve my country. Real heroes may wear a uniform, but it isn’t required. Heroes are the people—like my gunner, my mother, and my wife—who come to the aid of those in need, despite overwhelming personal suffering and sacrifice. Without those heroes in my life, I would not have survived and found the inspiration to thrive. They drive me to pursue that greater mission to serve others in need once again.

Gratitude & Suffering

Suffering is a part of being human. Regardless of the circumstances or injustices, we each possess the opportunity to choose our response to the trials and suffering in our lives. We can allow it to permanently crush us and choose to be bitter, vengeful, and angry. Or we can push through. We can overcome. No one should endure these trials alone. When you see someone suffering, reach out, raise your voice, and say, “I’ve got you.” Sometimes that’s all a person needs to find hope.

Our Freedoms & Enduring Constitution

I am forever grateful for America, the country I chose to serve in the U.S. Army. This is the only place on earth where each of us can define ourselves not by where we came from but by the work we’re willing to put in. We’re a nation built by the strengths of our people, and there’s no doubt that these ideals are a good influence in the world.

Through an enduring Constitution, our forefathers protected the natural rights endowed upon us from our Creator. In their wisdom, they formed a limited government that derives its powers solely from the consent of the people.

Our Constitution is under threat. Freedom of speech; our right to keep and bear arms; the 10th Amendment protections for states to create laws and govern independent of the federal government; and the fundamental liberties that make us Americans would be immediately surrendered if the critics have their way.

Lifelong bureaucrats and career politicians pose a grave risk to us and our republic because of their corruptibility and lack of accountability. Our situation would be much better if elected officials were only temporary servant leaders and government wasn’t a career destination.

It’s important we recognize how unique America is.

In Afghanistan, I saw the ugliness of freedom’s absence in a society where women face brutal oppression. I’m married to a brilliant woman who has a master’s degree and is an Army veteran herself, and our daughter is extremely intelligent and fiercely competitive.

I’m grateful that we live in a country where every girl and every woman can be whomever they want. It’s heartbreaking that there are countries stifling the creativity, the leadership, and the influence that women can have in a culture, a society, and a government. When we share a unity of purpose, we are at our greatest strength; and at this historic moment, it’s our responsibility to come together.

In China, the world has watched the communist government carry out heinous crimes against humanity: stifling free speech, persecuting the faithful, and committing mass genocide.

We have every reason to be grateful to live in a country free from these atrocities. America is always worth fighting for. Her detractors are determined to tear us apart, but this country has long endured even the deepest of divisions. Every time, she has emerged to see the best days to come.

When we share a unity of purpose, we are at our greatest strength; and at this historic moment, it’s our responsibility to come together, return to the principles of our founding documents, and unite behind new leaders. We must remain vigilant in our gratitude and duty’s call to serve.

Nothing will stop us—and the great things that come from America—when we do.

Captain Sam Brown’s desire to continue serving his country has led him to run as the Republican nominee for the U.S. Senate in Nevada on November 5.

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